Friday, January 16, 2009

I hate being a good girl!

I have banned myself from using any credit card and I am doing well but today is payday and I need groceries but I know that I need the money for bills and I can't use a credit card. I would see it as a total defeat of all my hard work. We only need milk, eggs, and milk, but we need it for 2 weeks and I also have to gas up my car before the next paycheck. It sucks! I hate being in debt! I hate being a slave to bills and I also hate that I feel like a total failure if I need a credit card to make it through a fricking weekend!

Don't know what I am going to do. Hoping I get inspired before hubby gets home.

YUCK! I hate bills! Guess I am going to squeeze out a $20 from somewhere...


Anonymous said...

Do you have a coin jar? Do you get refunds from soda cans? Have you bought something lately that still has a price tag attached to it, so that you can return it? Do your kids have any allowance money hanging around? Anyone owe you a favor?

Been there. I know. It sucks. My coin jar has saved my life a few times. I like to throw loose change in an old glass jar. At the end of the month, I sometimes can get up to $25.

Good luck.

Anonymous said...

try praying and asking God for the 20 bucks and see what happens. hey! It couldn't hurt.